Monday, 12 October 2015

HUMILITY— AN ATTRIBUTE OF (un)COMMONs

                               Any being—living or non-living, derive distinction from others due to the uniqueness they carry, the particularity that mark them, the features that paint them differently against the background. The existence of shiny completes with the presence of dull, the light with the dark, the good with the bad and so goes the nature.
            This bungalow, only one of its kinds in Robertpur, rose as the sign of aristocracy in this land of mediocrity. The hill people called it Raja ki Haveli, not wrong if seen in its historical and material expansions. Once the palace of the local ruler, Raja Dharamroop Singh, it got partially ruined when the English captured it, along with the rest of India. Restored to the descendants; post-independence, the house was blemished due to some tales of the current titular ruler, Raja Premroop Singh’s experiment with wine and women. Since these attributes are often considered kingly in a hierarchical society, they were ignored or at maximum frowned upon by a few and he still commanded respect among the men of hill.
             Raja Premroop Singh, the last to hold the royal title of Raja, had a single heir to the throne, Rajkunvar Inderjeet Singh, or Andy—a name he loves, due to its westernized accent and his neo-liberal views. Andy was a foreign educated lad, who had an aversion to the tastes which have enticed his father, neither was he a religious man, as some may think, like his mother, Rani Sahiba. A fully grown man with royal looks and a common man’s heart, he was ardent supporter of equality for all, which never went well with the other members of the royal family. His vision for equality was well known in this small town of Robertpur, a mini country as some may feel, being located in the not easily accessible hilly area, and secluded from the socio- economic growth of the plains. He could usually be seen sitting among the common men, interacting about their routine problems, giving intelligent solutions. Andy was easily approachable as one could spot him strolling through the evening fog on the calm roads of Robertpur, unlike many of his predecessors who though being caring for masses, maintained a distance from them.
Chotae raja sahib, as was Andy known among the domestic help, which were many, was to get married soon. Raja Premroop Singh had received many proposals for his son, few from the fellow kings and others from businessmen of notable levels. But each time this topic of marriage came, and especially in the elite society, it irritated Andy. He carried aversion for the etiquette and glamour surrounding a girl from the higher society, the way they behave royal, unaware of being oppressed by the royal manners that had subsumed the real person, high society girl’s inertness towards the real world. He was admirer of the raw beauty of the hill girls, walking miles to bring water and fuel—turning their cheeks cheery red, the shine these girls carried in their eyes mesmerizing anyone who passes bye, the amorous curvatures these earthly angels had. In fact, he found all these qualities in Snehlata, daughter of Shyam babu, local post-master and neighbor of Mr. Kashyap (whom you know well from the previous tale). She had always attracted Rajkunvar Inderjeet Singh, even before he went for studies to foreign university. When he returned, he came with a stronger resolution to marry her, just that he had no power to confess his love to her. One day, repeated failures to confess these feelings and continuous pressing from Raja Sahib for marriage with the daughter of a business tycoon, resulted in an emotional outburst in front of the parents.
The royal parents were dumb struck…. there was silence in Rajaji’s room, but after few minutes thought and knowing Andy’s aversion towards elite girls, Rajaji said “Are you sure Andy ?? Is your decision final”, “it will bring bad name to the house.”
Andy jumped up from his seat and answered “did your acts bring less?? Moreover, I do not wish to settle here. I’ll be leaving abroad, as the society is based upon laws of equality and sovereignty. All men are considered alike there, they are better educated, less egoist and more humble human being.”
“Don’t tell me,” chuckled Raja Sahib.
“You are free to do as you wish, but as a father, I would suggest you to marry on reasons other than mere aversion to the royal class. Your supposition that all rich are arrogant and all others are humble is based on false pretext.”
“You don’t tell me……” giggled Andy.
Following this, the usual affairs of an Indian marriage went. It was the talk of the town, and everyone had a perspective to present, every mouth had some favorites and criticized others. This went on for two months, the whole hill was filled with gossips and anyone coming from the Haveli brought with them a bundle of new stories.
The day of leaving came. Everyone was ready. All suitcases were lined up. Andy and Snehlata were standing near the gates with all relatives there to wish them well, some with true emotions and most with a sense of formality. Suddenly, some house help came from behind, “Snehlata beti, you forgot your other briefcase”, followed by a quick, angry reply, “what’s the problem in calling me Choti Rani, am I not Rajkunvar’s wife !!”
A silence settled, with everyone gazing here and there except Rajaji and Andy, who looked into each other, a moment that lasted for a lifetime. Suddenly, the ceremonies for the farewell started, with the couple eventually leaving, and all chitter-chatter around the marriage fading, the whole incident left as an anecdote in the vast history of the hill town of Robertpur. 
 ©dixitsharma

Friday, 9 October 2015

SNACKS FOR SOME…

               Finally the summers have faded away, and the chill was settling on the two ends of the day. Beginning of winters in the Himalayas are marked by the sweet chilliness, making you love the sun suddenly. The white clouds walk with you during the morning visit to the milkman or evening walk to the small market, to fetch vegetables. After all, leisure walks are the prerogative of the rich, and Mr. Kashyap was nowhere in this class. Representing the largest economic group of India, the middle class, or as some have called it, the Sanskari (ethical) class, Mr. Kashyap has been working day in- day out for the family, for the society, for the food and clothing essentially. In this small hill city, his life has been dictated by the routine. He usually kept to himself as he thought or knew that unnecessary friend circle will lead to nothing but strain on the pocket with meaningless social exchanges. Moreover, his office was also quiet with not much people to interact with—after all what do you expect from a small hill town’s two room public library. His peon, Ranjit babu, as he likes to hear himself, was the other one in the library.
           On one cloudy evening, on his way from the office, Mr. Kashyap stopped at the Ram Roop sweet shop, the best one in the town, or some may like to call it the only one in the town. Actually when you have but a single choice, enjoy it rather than grumble about it. So standing at this best sweet shop, Mr. Kashyap was busy looking at the freshly cooked Samosas, considering if he should purchase them or just let it pass like any other day. Making up his mind, deciding to surprise his wife and pleasing the kids, he started calculating the no. of pieces to be ordered.
 “Two for papa, one for amma- she has a bird’s appetite, kids can have two each, one for Rachna, my sweetheart…. No-no two for her, she has been working too hard with kids for their exams these days, two for self. Ok that makes it eleven in total” talked Mr. Kashyap to himself.
“Bhiya, give eleven  Samosas , how much ???”  “55 rupees librarian babu—5 rupee per piece” came a quick reply.
“Make it a round figure, give me 10 Samosas only,” said he loudly followed by the whispering “I m not much hungry either,” with sadness overcoming his not uncommon face. Then a smile came, a sense of pride, for making small saving. Catching the Samosas and extra chutney from bhiya, he hurried towards the house, so that they can be served hot.
             Reaching inside the house, lost in the thoughts of the upcoming joy in home on hearing the word Samosas,  he called Rachna, with the typical Indian style. “Listen, Miran’s mother…. Listen Rachna, where r u, see what I have brought !!” With a few seconds delay, Miran and his elder sister, Madhvi came running out. Before Mr. Kashyap could say anything, “Papa see, Neeru aunty has come, with Rishab.” Taken aback, as he knew that his wife’s friend Neeru, and hers Madhvi’s age son, are ardent fans of Ram Roop’s Samosas. Before he could say another word, he could see Rachna thanking him for bringing Samosas and Rishab circling him while smacking his tongue. It would have been great if I could tell you that a smile overcame his not uncommon face, but his face had every other expression but joy. He was able to see Samosas floating away to the masters bedroom or the common room or kid’s room or whatever you’ll call this all purpose room, it doesn’t matter right now.
“Four Samosas gone.. or may be five to Neeru n the kid, six left.. two for papa, one for amma, three left.. I have a wife and two kids… one each.. only one each” were the thoughts flowing when Rachna came with a samosa for Kashyap ji, his loving, adorable Kashyap ji, or Goblu( though in private only.) . Looking at her, all he could utter is “ I m feeling somewhat heavy today, you eat,” and saying this with a huge smile, he left for a walk, a leisure walk, no more a prerogative of the rich-- maybe, to be lost in the clouds of the hills.
© dixitsharma

Monday, 31 August 2015

BECAUSE-- I DREAM

                Suddenly the weather turned pleasant, with clouds covering the sky and few seconds later it started drizzling, a respite from much warmer weather from last few days. After all its hottest August of last 23 yrs. With my eyes closed, i was all busy in soaking up the calmness that had settled on the busy routine life of mine.
          The far fetched voice broke the much awaited rain-brought silence. Following immediately, were the replies to that voice and a different music filled the environment, with a smile over my face, the only undisturbed response possible by me. The sweet songs of these chirping creatures of God took over me, like the melodious tunes of Pied Piper lured away the kids of Hamelin. My mind started making images, drawing pictures, creating a movie and finally losing oneself into it. The Himalayas rose on one side- with their snow covered peaks, asking me to be a part of it, to lose myself into the green woods that had been there since time immemorial.  The waves from deep blue ocean started kissing my feet-- calling me to descend into its unseen depth. The Greek God of seas, Poseidon, stood there with his Trident questioning about my delay in action to submerge. Great Grasslands were in front of me-- the lap of Nature laid open for a comforting sleep which the world can never offer.
           Coming out of the state of trance was difficult but the call of Bird of prey broke it pretty well and every bird, every creature, including me, were in motion. The calm brought by Mother Nature was broken by her.   At times, i do think, Mother Nature is so Paradoxical-- she is so humble yet so cruel, so watered yet so dried, so magnanimous yet so uncharitable. I came back into the cage, the cage developed by mankind-- for protection, for shelter, for hiding. 
     

Tuesday, 25 August 2015

A STROLL TO THE INNER ME...

Starting this blog on a lovely Monday morning... LOVELY??? MONDAYS??
yup... they are as lovely as SUNDAYS... that what the perspective is...

The LIFE that we lead-- knowingly or unknowingly is the outcome of our choices and the choices that we make are the results of our wishful thinking or an approximation to that... so LIFE is just another PERSPECTIVE.. each person has his/her preferences, desires, aversions, demands, dreams, and what not.. and many a times it makes us overjoyed, dissatisfied, cheerful, weepy.. all these emotions flow form the perspective we carry at the very moment of confluence of materialistic and meta-physical world.. and that is to say.. till we are alive..


i m not telling neone to carry ne particular perspective.. coz its ur perspective-- ur wish.. dont align to the social stereotypes of GOOD or BAD.. what you feel is gud, enjoy it.. just keep the check that ur fulfillment of life doesnt hinder the life of others.. ya.. thats where society come to play.. live life on ur terms keeping in view that they do not disturb/harm those of others.. at least not intentionally..


the value of life comes when we are deprived of it.. the appetite is not an APPETITE until u had a real starve.. and this starvation is a perspective too.. starvation to a foodie like me is a satiety day for some chronic malnourished kid in somalia.. its the Perspective that drives us, commands us, determines r existance.. so


Have A PERSPECTIVE(dont worry,you already do have one).. contemplate over it.. Live LIFE coz the next moment is of noone, bt this is..